Seeking Help for Strange Spiritual Experiences and Distress
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Curious_Explorer
I'm in need of urgent help regarding some unsettling spiritual and physical occurrences I've been going through for the past few months. Just to clarify, English is my third language, so please bear with me.
I've been having auditory hallucinations and a kind of "forced speech" in languages that are completely unfamiliar to me. I find myself singing or chanting in this strange language, where I've learned that the word "Zakpo" means "Night" or relates to a wrathful force. Other terms that have come up include:
- Urdunkhan (a "King" figure)
- Shardailore (an "Arrow" or command)
- Sartapistra (total expansion)
- Dorhan (an "Indestructible Lock")
- Jamalsahemordu (the "Palace" command)
These words come to me in a rush, leaving me with chaotic thoughts and even making me talk to myself against my will.
On the romantic front, things have taken a bizarre turn. I've started dreaming about girls I feel drawn to, claiming they are my wives, despite my lack of such intentions. One recent dream featured a girl insisting we were separated childhood friends, which is strange since I've never met her. Moreover, a mysterious voice of a Jinn woman mentioned I have three children with her and that she wants to marry me. This is occurring at the same time my ex-girlfriend is causing major drama, alienating my friends from me.
Lastly, I consulted a "Raqi" (spiritual healer) who claimed I have an "Invisible Lock" on my brain, which he attempted to remedy in odd ways—sending Jinn to perform spells into water that I would then drink. Since then, I've seen faces floating in the air and feel completely drained. I also have intense heat in my hands and an overwhelming tiredness that feels forced.
Any advice or insights would be appreciated!
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First off, it sounds like that Raqi was a fraud. A genuine spiritual healer wouldn’t rely on shady methods involving Jinn. Honestly, you should really consider seeking psychological support. Your experiences are unsettling, and while they might feel real, mental health professionals can help clarify what you're going through. Online advice can only do so much, and you deserve a proper support system.
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I think the suggestion to seek counseling is solid advice for anyone dabbling in the occult, not just you. It might not address everything directly, but it's an important step. In the meantime, take care of yourself! Eating well, watching funny shows, and surrounding yourself with supportive friends can ease some of that pressure. Try to let go of the negative influence from that Raqi and focus instead on making your environment more positive.
Open_Minded: Good point! It’s helpful to step back and focus on the everyday joys. Physical activities and staying connected with loved ones can really shift your perspective.
Concerned_Friend: Couldn’t agree more! Just make sure to prioritize your wellness and self-care.
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Practical_Thinker: I agree with this. It really does sound like symptoms of something more serious, especially with the tensions in your life. Don’t hesitate to reach out for professional help; it's always better to be safe.
Realist_Dude: But it’s not strictly psychological for me. I’m doing fine in other areas; it’s just these strange happenings that worry me about my future.